Wow, do I understand your pain!! I just took this video two minutes ago right from my balcony
It is disheartening for sure, at times. I’m sorry you’re disappointed.
I am in a similar situation as you. I haven’t surfed in about five years, just started again March. I had a hip replacement and after all of that and the healing time, the muscles in my upper thigh still cannot support my weight alone in a bent position. So it’s definitely a struggle but I do see I am getting stronger and wiser every dey by doing my PR and OMBE land drills. Chin up, it’ll get better. 😀🙏
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23 May 10:03
This session went a bit better for you? A little more familiarity with the wave?